Generators vs Manifesting Generators

Most of my friends are manifesting generators. I spend a lot of time with Mani Gens (which I love — their creative energy is so delicious).

One thing I’m beginning to notice, though, is that (because my energy is so subtle and susceptible) sometimes I forget that I AM NOT a Mani Gen.

I am a generator. I thrive when I focus on one thing at a time. My ability to create and manifest is amplified when I can get hyper focused and fixated on one thing that excites me.

I’ve been scattering my focus on multiple things for a while now — writing my novel, planning wellness fairs, building a business that’s versatile and has multiple moving parts within it, maintaining this newsletter, managing multiple social media pages, and doing energy readings at local events.

It’s a lot. It’s a busy life that looks more like a what a Manifesting Generator would create. Because I want to be able to do it all — just like my Mani Gen friends. But I can’t. I’m beginning to understand that now.

I’m realizing this after months of being sick (on and off). After noticing that most days end with frustration rather than satisfaction. After feeling like nothing is working for way too long.

So the question is, what do I do? How do I realign in a way that works for me?

I narrow my focus. Which is exactly what I’m doing. From now on, all of my focus will be placed on building Ritual Space. Simplifying Ritual Space. Writing content for Ritual Space. Hosting and participating in events that promote Ritual Space.

Yoga classes. Co-working memberships. That’s it. Until I get these businesses to a place that feels sustainable. Everything else will take a back seat.

If you sense a hint of sadness in this, it’s because I am sad. I’m defeated. I hate to let go of things that I want (or at one point, wanted) to do. But I have to focus on my present responsibilities and commitments, and I can’t keep running myself ragged.

My hope if that making this shift will lend to the success of my business. And if it doesn’t, I’ll know exactly what to do.

Pluto moved into Aquarius today. It’s a big shift. It’s a significant one. And the changes that roll out as a result will be a slow burn. I don’t know what it will bring, but the only way to find out is to move through life one day at a time. And when I recognize the need to shift and change myself and the way I operate, I will. I’ll follow the signals from the stars and from deep within my heart. And I know I’ll end up exactly where I’m supposed to be ✨

Until I see you again, sending all my love.

Xoxo,